No one tells you you'll be sick to your stomach every day. No one tells you that you will not sleep at night. No one tells you that it's impossible to silence the intrusive thoughts. No one tells you you'll be good one moment but not the next. No one tells you that you won't feel good enough. No one tells you this will be the worst birthday ever. Because no one tells you.
Raking, scratching at the door, Up the walls, under the floor. Laughing, crying far and near, Immobilized, frozen in fear. Snarling, grinning face in sight, Can't get away, can't even fight. Oozing, dripping crimson red, Coats the carpet, stains the bed. Reaching, grabbing of a hand, More like a claw, still cannot stand. Erupting, searing white hot pain, Spreading now, escape's in vain. Dimming, fading from the light, Slip to the void, darker than night.
Do you want to breathe, Or believe this is real? Can you have both? Tell me how to feel. A story book ending, Or just the start? Are you the villain, Or after a heart? How many lines, Will catch your attention? What will it take To shed apprehension? What kind of role Are you looking to play? Tell me the words You've been waiting to say. I'm not really sure How this will end, But whatever happens, I'm about to hit 'send'.
Raking, scratching at the door, Up the walls, under the floor. Laughing, crying far and near, Immobilized, frozen in fear. Snarling, grinning face in sight, Can't get away, can't even fight. Oozing, dripping crimson red, Coats the carpet, stains the bed. Reaching, grabbing of a hand, More like a claw, still cannot stand. Erupting, searing white hot pain, Spreading now, escape's in vain. Dimming, fading from the light, Slip to the void, darker than night.
Do you want to breathe, Or believe this is real? Can you have both? Tell me how to feel. A story book ending, Or just the start? Are you the villain, Or after a heart? How many lines, Will catch your attention? What will it take To shed apprehension? What kind of role Are you looking to play? Tell me the words You've been waiting to say. I'm not really sure How this will end, But whatever happens, I'm about to hit 'send'.
Angel faced, porcelain skin
her lips are turning blue
Through the eye of a needle
she weeps tears of blood
A psalm stolen from the Gods
As she assembles statues in the clouds
For those who didn't make it by Backjack-Kitsune, literature
Literature
For those who didn't make it
Looking over the wonderments of the sky as the night washes over the land and the stars speak; I listen as they share their stories, the times that had long past and pains now hidden. They sow within me the desires to reach and wipe those flowing tears of light that nurse such regret. I wish to join them and recite the tales of those who couldn't join me. Who were lost along the railways of speculation, hope and anticipation. Anticipating the moment where life would shine upon their twilight, granting them with the sight of a new dawn, but alas i shall not be the last to feel these emotions. So when i join the cosmos beyond all other stars. i will shed my gratitude for those who weren't able to make it
Nightshade eyes
Invisible to the light
Burnt amber in the scarlet sky
Incandescent candles
lit up the heavens
In the fossil laden graveyard
of the dying star
Every prayer a forgotten sin
All my virtue, a heart stolen
Every wasted hour a loveless romance
The heart of a rose
A thorn in my side
And the blood runs dry
A victimless crime
The gatherer of souls
Virgin love, the seduction of angels
To dance with the Devil in the face of God
This unruly fa-sin-ation of continuous temptation that severs like a knife but this promise can't dismiss that she is still somebody's wife For is it not bigofme to preach polygamy and partake in every fruit of life? Since individuality is a part of ones' sexuality; yes,this love for somebody's wife Multiple images of those who spent time, dissecting each layer to remove from sight Lesbianic/transendic genre expanding through foreplay/shading all for somebody's wife Who do you blame, for tablet games that all end the same under the dimness of the light? Painting her up like Leo; what the hell do you know, for she is still somebody's wife Working her lines, as my eyes always seem to find each spot she shelters from probe from the softest moans begging for more. And to think she claims to be somebody's wife. Panting, etching, clawing, sketching the darkened inks leave their mark under the strobe Collaborative threesomes, stain the page as we cum she begs to be more than
The scars
and soreness
the shards of trust scattered
afloat a razor-thin wholeness
my ghost tears fall to the dirty floor with silence.
plump with hopes malice
this rut turns chasm
and fills with nothing
I am drowning in air
as the globe spins atop the titans back
I'm a little crazy, but aren't we all? I like to read SciFi, Fantasy, and Paranormal romance novels. Other times I like to read random horror stories. I write FanFiction just for practice, not comfortable sharing my original fiction work yet. I write and draw in different mediums, trying to find what I like best. Most of all, I love to play video games. New ones, old ones, you name it. I am co-host of the TANC Podcast. Sometimes I do a little modeling on the side and I hope to get some acting experience this fall. I guess I'm here to enjoy art and improve my own, and make friends I suppose. I don't know what else to say so please feel free to ask me any questions you want to. Not promising I'll have all the answers, but you won't know if you don't ask.
Current Residence: Sioux Falls, SD Favourite genre of music: Melodic Death Metal mostly Personal Quote: "Roman numeral kind of sounds like ramen noodle."
Favourite Movies
Silent Hill
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Amon Amarth, In Flames, Dark Tranquility, Equilibrium, Wintersun, Eluveitie, you get the point.
Favourite Games
Dragon Age
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS3
Tools of the Trade
Graphite Pencils, Colored Pencils, Sharpie, Camera Phone, a scanner, and photoshop
I know many of you are already members of TheWriterGang (https://www.deviantart.com/thewritergang) and you probably know all about this talented artist. However, for those of you who aren't familiar, I encourage you to check out WordOfChen (https://www.deviantart.com/wordofchen) ! He also has an amazing youtube channel with poetry and Creepypasta readings, as well as some other kick-ass vids. I've linked some of my favorites here, but I suggest checking out all of them for yourself. The videos are very entertaining and most will only take a few minutes to enjoy.
Word of Chen - YouTube
I know I have quite a few unfinished projects out there, and I do plan to finish them eventually. Right now I'm putting most of my focus on an original fiction I stared a couple years ago. Unfortunately, I won't be posting this one here on deviantArt, but I have other projects that I'll share as I complete them. In the meantime, don't be surprised if I don't submit any new art for awhile. I'll still try to keep up on viewing all the wonderful work all of you share, though. Maybe I'll be inspired and surprise everyone. 😜